On the whole, this record feels like an intimate conversation with a friend: a bit of wishing, shared hope and sadness, with wisdom and truth hidden in the winks and metaphors. Recommended for all fans of American acoustic and old-time music
-Stephen Davis, Portland Oregon

Shupe demonstrates her ability to collaborate with this batch of multi-dimensional songs and hone in on the beauty and complexity of Americana, folk and bluegrass.
Lizz Corrigan
SLUG Magazine


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Brief Bio (70 Words)

Salt Lake City’s Tara Shupe started playing mandolin at age four and took the stage of the Telluride Bluegrass Festival for the first time by age 16. Whether it’s her triple threat octave mandolin, claw hammer banjo, and guitar solo shows or her high energy band performances, Shupe is creating a new flavor of Americana planted firmly in roots music, with subtle pop sensibility and a whole lot of soul.

Short Bio (235 Words)

Salt Lake City’s Tara Shupe started playing mandolin at age four and took the stage of the Telluride Bluegrass Festival for the first time by age 16. Releasing her first solo indie-Americana album in spring 2018 Shupe set out to match the world class musicianship of her studio musicians locally, and Tara Shupe and the Ponies was formed. Heading up the band on guitar, mandolin, and lead vocals, Tara brought in her brother and life-long music collaborator Daron on banjo, Megan Nay, the 2018 Utah State Fiddle Champion with the voice of an angel, on fiddle, and long-time friend and former Puddle Mountain Rambler bandmate Matt Ligman on bass.

Shupe’s vision for the band is an exercise in creativity; a place where her songwriting can be manifest into a musical moment listeners carry forward. “The unique challenge of bringing a song to an audience as honestly as possible through any performance scenario is something that drives me,” Shupe says. “It’s hard, so it doesn’t always feel great, but I always want to try again.” And it shows in her triple threat octave mandolin, claw hammer banjo, and guitar solo shows and her high energy band performances, bringing an amalgamation of the bluegrass she grew up on to elements of folk, Country, rock, and old-time, creating a new flavor of Americana planted firmly in roots music, with subtle pop sensibility and a whole lot of soul.

Full Bio

Full Biography

by Randy Harward

At some point, we all find ourselves surveying the wreckage of our lives—from beneath the rubble. As our eyes seek light and our lungs ache for air, our minds ask how much of the mess is our own fault, and if/how/when we’ll fight our way out. With her solo EP, Presenting Tara Shupe: Destroyer (Prairie Root Records), Salt Lake City-based singer-songwriter Tara Shupe digs out and breaks ground on a new foundation.

Born into a musical family with deep roots in Mormonism, two major things in Shupe’s life were predestined. “Playing music was required from ever since I can remember,” she recalls, adding that her father used to awaken his children early for pre-breakfast practice sessions. “There’s pictures of me wearing this bib with the trough to hold the mandolin, because I wasn’t big enough to hold it.” She performed frequently with her family, and eventually joined String Fever with her brother Daron, playing the bluegrass festival circuit (Telluride, Rockygrass, the Grand Targhee Bluegrass Festival, Wintergrass, Greyfox, IBMA Fanfest) and releasing three albums over a 10-year career.

Music remained a constant throughout her life. Religion, however, was another story. It’s not coincidentally—or lightheartedly—that the title of Shupe’s album abbreviates to PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). Its six songs assess and process the long-term damage caused by the extensive abuse she endured as a child. Even so, she doesn’t intend to indict the Church. Different people have different experiences; Shupe’s simply sharing hers.

“Being raised Mormon, you’re engulfed by the culture—and, for me, it wasn’t positive,” Shupe says. She points to Elizabeth Smart, whose kidnapping and sexual abuse made national headlines in 2002. “[Smart] talks about the purity teachings being a huge part of the reason she never asked for help. As far as the Church is concerned, you’re ruined if you’ve been raped.”

A common refrain among ex-Mormons is that the good of the Church supersedes that of its individual members. Conformity is king; dissent is heresy. Shupe sees a similar attitude in American politics: “Somehow, in the last few decades, the GOP has engineered party loyalty into the Christian belief system to the point where Christians will overlook any immoral deed so long as the candidate is a Republican.”

The album’s inspirational opening track, “Voices Rising,” addresses this. Over rolling banjo, in her clarion, angelic but empowered voice, Shupe warns that the powerful—whether in the Church or in government, rob the working class of our individuality, money, rights, voices and even lives. She says the gist of the song is in Martin Niemöller’s poem “First They Came,” which urges us to speak out while we still can. Here, Shupe takes and offers that advice, inspired by speeches she heard during the Women’s March on Washington. “I was furiously writing down some of the phrases,” she says. “We cannot give up. We cannot become despondent. We must continue calling out the administration. We must continue making our voices heard or they will erase us.”

Battles are a theme on Destroyer. The lilting mid-tempo tune “Heart to Transcend” views the past through the lens of an elderly Purple Heart recipient. The gentle lullaby “Battle Songs” speaks encouragingly to her younger self (“We must never give up the fight/ I’m with you always”) while also referencing Shupe’s 12-year battle with alcoholism (“wounded soldier, always the next drop to numb”). The brooding but spunky title track uses demons and soldiers respectively as metaphors for PTSD and those who fight it daily.

In the melancholy ballad “There Is a Right,” Shupe sings of bravely wearing failures like medals as a means to reconnect with humanity: “I can walk the edge of all I know/ hold the darkness and the glow/ and carry on the truth for all the rest.” Most of the song is informed by a concept Shupe learned in therapy—that survivors of childhood trauma cope through self-blame. But the song’s hopefulness comes from author Brené Brown’s words regarding how vulnerability heals us and connects us to humanity. It’s a sublime segue into the sunny, unburdened “Finally Free,” where Shupe sings, “You’re going to learn of all the strength you have been holding/ cracked open and shining, you are finally free.”

Looking back, Shupe realizes that she had unconsciously shut down one of her main methods of expression, and connecting with other people. Between 1997 and 2002, while attending film school, then working in the Los Angeles film industry, “I’d left performing for the most part and didn’t want to do it anymore.” It was while driving back to the safety net of home when Shupe began recovering her suppressed memories of abuse. She clung to music as she plunged into that dark reality. “I realized that I had been in survival mode, dealing with my emotional shit, all this terrible stuff that happened to me as a kid. It’s been very helpful for me to learn about, and process my life through, the concept of PTSD. Like, “Oh. I’ve been suffering from this my whole life.”

 She credits the decision to resume performing to a verse from Bright Eye’s “A New Arrangement”: “So baby, when I call to you/ I want you to come and lay it out for everyone/ Exactly how it was before any of this happened/ And why you can’t leave it behind.” Conor Oberst’s words, she says, “were profound in why I started playing music out at that point.” For the next 14 years, Shupe performed with her own bands (the rock project Shupecabra, acoustic groups Urban Breakdown and Pony Ride), as well as acts like Winter Grain and The Puddle Mountain Ramblers.

When Shupe conceived Destroyer in late 2016, she knew that translating these difficult emotions and experiences into songs would take some self-micromanagement. She set deadlines for writing and recording each track, holding herself accountable to the ringer musicians she hired to help bring the tunes to life. Among these players are members of the group FY5, singer-songwriter Eli West, guitarist Mike Robinson, Winter Grain’s Melissa Collins and Tim Neu, and Shupe’s famous brother Ryan (of Ryan Shupe & the RubberBand). Shupe—who, in addition to singing, played mandolin, fiddle, guitar—self-produced the album, which was recorded over 13 months at various studios: Swing Fingers Studios in Fort Collins, Colo. (with studio owner and FY5 leader Aaron Youngberg engineering), Shupe’s own Prairie Root studio, Birdhouse Recording in Austin, Texas, and Level Head Productions in North Salt Lake, Utah.

Presenting Tara Shupe: Destroyer is a brave and stunningly candid expression, and a musical and personal triumph. Rightfully proud, Shupe is eager to promote the album. She’s assembled a bluegrass band and intends to play hometown shows featuring material from both Shupecabra and PTSD. In addition, Shupe plans a late-summer tour of Colorado and hopes to extend that into Oregon and Northern California. Later this year she will produce her second video for the Destroyer album and record more songs with her rock project, Shupecabra.

Shupe’s victory is hard-won, but the rewards of emotional heavy lifting always are. She has emerged from her wreckage armed with the knowledge that no matter what, your life is never fully destroyed. “I’m primarily driven by my desire to sing my stories and truths,” she says, having embraced the fact that recovery is a day-to-day journey with no clear conclusion. As she sings on the album, “You will always pretend that you choose the end/ while you search for the heart to transcend.”


Produced by Tara Shupe


Aaron Youngberg, Erin Youngberg, Ryan Drickey, Alan Cooke, Mike Robinson, Bart Olson, Ryan Shupe, Eli West, Melissa Collins, Tim Neu, Clark Johnson, and Megan Simper.



Posted April 5, 2018 in Local Music Reviews, Issue 352 – April 2018
Presenting Tara Shupe: Destroyer